Last Week...

Well this is it.. it's finally here.. today starts my last week of maternity leave... looking back i cant believe only a few weeks ago i was thinking of going back to work early... now i'm a mess one minute but excited the next... what i do know is that i'm going to miss my andrea so much... i think i miss her already as a matter of fact!! but i'm looking forward to getting back to work to have some financial freedom back....Also i know once i get past that first week back i should be ok... that's what i'm hoping for at least!!! It's crazy... theres so much back and forth about being a stay at home mom vs. a working mom... after being a stay at homer for the past three months i have to say IT'S A LOT OF WORK!!! GIVE CREDIT WHERE CREDIT IS DUE PEOPLE!! being a mommy is the hardest most demanding yet fantastic job anyone could ever have!!! and i truly believe that... and now i'll be getting a crack out of being a working mommy ... i have to say i'm blessed to be able to have a job to go back to and not to have to worry about finances AS MUCH!!! lol because lets face it there's always going to be something to buy or pay for.. its a vicious cycle.. but i know there are a lot of families who have it worse off and would give anything to have a dual income in their household so for that i'm grateful...also i was able to take off 3 months... many dont have that option either so i'm blessed on both fronts... i know my angel is going to be very well taken care of and i feel that God has in fact guided us to where he wants our princess so a big thank you to him!! as well as to my friend Adri who connected me with the right people :) I know all will be ok once we get used to this change... life is full of changes and i'm trying my best to roll with the punches b/c for those of you who dont know I HATE CHANGE!!! lol i'm really big on consistency so in a way this will be good .. this should hopefully be the final change leading us down the road of routine and normalcy. I'm just praying that God gives me the strength to get through this one last bump in the road... i know all first time mommy's go through it but it's just so hard to think about how quickly the time has passed me by....